Climbing the stairs leading up to my dorm a few minutes ago, I noticed that my feet crunched crisp fall leaves. Finally, with Thanksgiving right around the corner, autumn has come! Although it feels muggy outside, the leaves of certain trees have habits and patterns that cannot be swayed by Texas’ warm and crazy weather patterns. These past few days of mid-November, for example, have been warm and muggy where as a few weeks ago we all sat beside the turtle pond shivering and huddling together for warmth.
((We were both connected and disconnected at the turtle pond))At the turtle pond, we decided that nature brings with it both community and calmness. The turtles have been not only conversations starters for me, but also are a source of entertainment and companionship for students as they stroll past with their friends or perhaps a significant other. Even as we sat beside it in the tower garden, I felt a strong bond between my fellow classmates but also felt strangely removed from the rest of UT’s student body as it rushed past. The grass, trees, water, and stones made me relaxed. They seemed to emanate a hidden story; a forgotten past just waiting to be unraveled. Indeed, I learned that the Tower Garden intends to commemorate the tower shooting. But, moving past the intended purpose, each flowering plant and each shriveled piece of grass told a story of its own.
Nature’s constancy and power to affect those that experience make me marvel. When reading both the Ramayana and As You Like It, I found that the characters also experience this power of and hidden meaning behind nature.
In the Ramayana, Rama and Sita travel through the forest in exile. Rama resists seductive Ravana’s sister, and they travel as “pilgrims”(1026). I find it very fitting that those in exile become pilgrims in nature since nature tends to bring out the very human and instinctive qualities of people. In nature we are better able to express ourselves and perhaps recover hidden qualities. And, as we saw in the Tower Garden, nature unites and also separates. The forest for Rama and Sita separated them from the royal world and united them in their natural love, just as the turtle pond separated us from the busy college lifestyle and united us with our friends and classmates.
((A real gazelle does not combine the small beauties of nature that make the “strange gazelle” so magnificent))
Nature also makes me take a step back and to take my guard down. This sense of ease, though, can be dangerous as seen by the “strange gazelle” (1031) of the Ramayana. Although the gazelle is possessed or bewitched, the qualities related to nature are what attract Sita: “it was the colour of gold splashed with silver, its flanks speckled as if with jeweled moons, its ears like lapis and its tail like rainbow, and it seemed to give off a flickering light” (1031). The small beauties of nature like the moon and rainbows combine together to create splendor and unnatural beauty. What tricks Sita, however, are the normal actions that the gazelle partakes in as it “move[s] back and forth, nibbling a blade, taking a gambol, twitching its blue ears” (1031). The dual side of the gazelle, being both fantastic and realistic, captivates Sita while the natural aspects of the animal hazardously make her believe in and desperately want it.
Sita’s desperate desire to attain the gazelle, in fact, shows the connection that humans have with nature which makes us identify with creatures. Environmentalist and Duke Senior alike would say that animals and the environment need to be protected and conserved. Duke Senior in As You Like It persistently wanted to find out who made the deer weep since its death troubled him so much. Both the gazelle and the deer captivate its audience just as the exquisiteness of nature leads poets and writers to glorify and explore meaning of nature itself and life in general.((Somehow this forest scene holds emotions of solitude and mystery))
Indeed, just as I felt the parts of nature had stories just waiting to be told, the trees on the Forest of Arden hold a tale for Rosalind and Orlando. Orlando proclaims, “these trees shall be my books and in their barks my thoughts I’ll character” (1091). They plan to lend meaning to nature and imbibe it with their emotions. And, I believe that emotions are exactly what nature encourages. It can spark passion as it does for Sita and for Duke Senior, it can serve as a storage place for nostalgia, or it can make us calm and meditative. Connected through time and tell, and disconnected in space.